One year since I laid my eyes on him
On March 11, 2017 by Michelle LoveOne year ago today, I looked upon my son one last time before his casket was closed. We celebrated the amazingly inspiring young man that he had become, and it was a beautiful service. We followed behind as they drove him to where he would be lowered into the ground, and watched as 4 of Read More
How can it possibly be a year that I have survived without you?
On March 6, 2017 by Michelle Love365 days without you. Read More
Happy 16th birthday BJ
On March 4, 2017 by Michelle Love“I love you more than anything!” “Come give me one more hug” “Mom…” “I’m scared. I don’t want to leave you and Carly.” “Get this thing off me, I can’t breathe!”…. The sound of silence. I miss your voice and your hugs and our talks and watching you play football and basketball. I miss tucking Read More
Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything…
On February 25, 2017 by Michelle LoveTears
On April 20, 2016 by Michelle LoveThese tears are different from any other tears I have cried. They gather up until they spill out from corner to corner. If I try to stop them from spilling, they wait patiently until they have the upper hand and march out of my eyes and down my face. They are tears that distort your Read More
Holding back
On April 19, 2016 by Michelle LoveCarly saw a photo of you on the computer this morning. She couldn’t hold back her tears any longer. She’s been so strong. I sat down next to her at the table. She laid her head over on my shoulder and a tear dropped down on my arm. This is so hard. Read More
Best Friend
On April 18, 2016 by Michelle LoveToday, Carly finally said, “He wasn’t just my brother. He was my best friend.” Read More
3 Weeks of Wandering
On March 27, 2016 by Michelle LoveThree weeks ago today, BJ left us. For three eternal weeks, we’ve been trying to find our way through each day without him. We fought a long, tough battle side by side and the abrupt end of it has left us lost. We put our complete faith in God that BJ would be healed. With Read More
Moyen Pet Therapy – Wednesday, December 30, 2015
On December 31, 2015 by Michelle LoveWednesday, December 30, 2015…41 days in the hospital It was a pretty quiet day for BJ. He had an abdominal x-ray to check the stent placement due to some pain on his right side since the procedure. He wasn’t as nauseated today as yesterday, and his bilirubin levels are coming down as well. His white Read More
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