My Place
On April 20, 2017 by Michelle LoveIt was a perfect day here yesterday. The beach used to be my place to come to start fresh, to reset and get grounded again. Carly and I escaped to Ocean Isle Beach for a couple of days. Both of us are beach-people, but we have had a hard time being there without BJ. We’ve Read More
Unfathomable Love
On April 14, 2017 by Michelle LoveA million times over I would have taken everything my son went through to spare him all of his pain, suffering and cruel death. As inexplicably deeply as I loved him, and as much as I begged, it was not humanly possible for me to do. But God, being God, and full of love for Read More
Safe place harbored his smell
On April 4, 2017 by Michelle LoveThis was the shirt BJ was wearing the day he never came back home. I’ve had it safely tucked away in a ziplock bag for the past year. Tonight I was looking for this particular shirt in his closet but I couldn’t find it. I realized where it probably was, and went to get the Read More
Sights at the cemetary
On March 25, 2017 by Michelle LoveAnother lonely soul searching for a loved one… Read More
Open your eyes, and you will see what you may otherwise miss
On March 12, 2017 by Michelle LoveEven in the mall…a cardinal etched in the glass. You knew today was hard, with the anniversary of your funeral. Thanks for the sign. You’re with me. I just wish I could hug you. #BJStrong Read More
Brothers Suck it up Double
On February 26, 2017 by Michelle LoveBrothers together forever, across time and space. Have always been side by side, and always will. #2017vs2015 #brothers #15and74 #sidebyside #DeathCantSeparateLove Read More
A simple orange paper clip
On December 8, 2016 by Michelle LoveThis afternoon I went up our deck steps just like I had done twice already today, but this time I saw this orange paper clip that was, from my viewpoint, in the shape of a heart. I know that it wasn’t there earlier because I always look where I’m stepping. (The chickens like to sit Read More
He is that man
On December 25, 2015 by Michelle Love“In times of uncertainty there is a special breed of warrior, a common man with an uncommon desire to succeed. His character is forged by adversity. I am that man. The ability to control my emotions and my actions, regardless of circumstance, sets me apart from other men. Uncompromising integrity is my standard. My Read More
NLHS Loves You, BJ!
On December 12, 2015 by Michelle Lovehttps://youtu.be/lalp8tXvmaU Thank you NLHS!! We love you! Read More
Encouragement from a co-worker
On November 11, 2015 by Michelle LoveThe below is part of a text I received this morning from a co-worker. I am so incredibly blessed to have people like this in my life. Throughout the past 3 years, my Medic co-workers have been a great source of strength and support. I hope this encourages someone else today too… Sometimes, even as Read More
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