Do you even care?
On August 29, 2016 by Michelle LoveThis should be an entirely different picture. But it is just this …and honestly, it freaking sucks…worse than anything could possibly suck, and then sucks a whole lot more. All day everyday, not just the first day of school. But these times that really push the “should have been” to the forefront, there just are Read More
Forever my baby
On August 6, 2016 by Michelle Love“I’ll love you forever,I’ll like you for always,as long as I’m livingmy baby you’ll be.” Forever BJ… #CureForBJRound2 #BJStrong #Fighter #HonoraryNavySEAL Read More
Never forgotten
On June 3, 2016 by Michelle LoveThe students and staff at North Lincoln Middle School will never forget you BJ. They retired your football number. This banner and your jersey are on the wall in the gym. They dedicated the concession stand to your memory too. While I wish so much that your name wasn’t in bronze, and on memorials, I Read More
One Decision. The Beginning of the End…One Year Ago
On May 22, 2016 by Michelle LoveOne year ago today, BJ had a normal monthly chemo infusion visit to Levine Pediatric Hematology Oncology clinic. On the way there, we talked about how exciting it was to be down to single digit clinic visits until the marked end of treatment (1/4/2016). It had been a long road and we were finally beginning Read More
Knocked Down – Grief 68 days
On May 13, 2016 by Michelle LoveThe crashing wave of grief. It’s so torturously random. It doesn’t care when it hits…it just does. Just driving to pick up my daughter and her friends from school, it sneaked up on me and I physically felt knocked to my knees, nauseated, and struggled to hold back the rush of tears I knew were Read More
All Things. All Things. All Things.
On May 5, 2016 by Michelle Love“My life is but a weaving, between the Lord and me; I cannot choose the colors. He worketh steadily. Oft times, He weaveth sorrow, and I in foolish pride, forget He sees the upper and I the underside. Not till the loom is silent, and the shuttles cease to fly, shall God unroll the canvas Read More
106.9 The Light – Everything Comes Alive
On April 12, 2016 by Michelle LoveJust wanted to share something with you… Music speaks to me often, and has throughout my life. Your station is instrumental in keeping my head above it all on a daily basis. God has used other ways as well to send me reminders and messages through the years. This particular time, I needed a sign, Read More
29 days Empty
On April 5, 2016 by Michelle LoveIt’s just that….emptiness everywhere. Empty. Empty bedroom. Empty laundry basket. Empty place at the table. Empty spot on the couch. Empty arms. HUGE empty hole in my heart. Read More
3 Weeks of Wandering
On March 27, 2016 by Michelle LoveThree weeks ago today, BJ left us. For three eternal weeks, we’ve been trying to find our way through each day without him. We fought a long, tough battle side by side and the abrupt end of it has left us lost. We put our complete faith in God that BJ would be healed. With Read More
Elijah
On November 13, 2015 by Michelle LoveOn Wednesday, BJ had clinic visit for a lab check. We were hoping for a white count that was not high. I knew it wasn’t good news, when the NP handed me his lab paperwork, and gave me the “I’m so sorry look”. BJ saw it too, and I’m sure that his heart sank as Read More
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