So tired
On February 28, 2017 by Michelle LoveEver have those dreams that rip you from sleep when you hear a call out “Mom!”? …. Not knowing if it was real or if your mind was playing cruel tricks again in the middle of the night. I’m just so. Tired. Read More
Brothers Suck it up Double
On February 26, 2017 by Michelle LoveBrothers together forever, across time and space. Have always been side by side, and always will. #2017vs2015 #brothers #15and74 #sidebyside #DeathCantSeparateLove Read More
A year at home
On February 20, 2017 by Michelle LoveA year ago today we left our “home away from home” (Levine Children’s Hospital), and were transported home. We were blessed with another 15 days together. We’re still fighting, BJ….we will never stop. I miss you so much. A year ago: Saturday, February 20, 2016 After 90 consecutive days in the hospital, we will be Read More
Denver Weekly article about upcoming March Forth run
On February 10, 2017 by Michelle LovePassion Directed by Grief
On January 30, 2017 by Michelle LoveBecause of what we fought through with BJ, and now living without him, *this* is where my passion lies. My son’s life, his future and the future of so many other children are cut short by what I see as greed, nonchalance and naive complacency. Kids deserve more cancer research funding than they get… 3.8% Read More
9 months
On December 6, 2016 by Michelle LoveOh BJ. My sweet boy. My first child and my first glimpse of understanding just how much God must love us. I cannot believe it has been 9 months since you left us. This day is one I knew would hit me harder than usual. You’ve been gone now for as long as I carried Read More
#74 on the field, one more time
On November 4, 2016 by Michelle LoveTonight, at the final North Lincoln High School varsity football game of the season, there will be a very special presence ON the field. All season, BJ’s #74 football jersey has been placed over the bench at every game (home and away). Tonight, one of BJ’s brothers will be wearing #74, to honor BJ and to let Read More
“Who knows what will happen?”
On October 4, 2016 by Michelle LoveBody ravaged with cancer, wasn’t able to speak because of a side effect of some medication, and he still had the most positive attitude. “We got options and who knows what will happen” Now that is my son….#BJStrong 💙💙💙I miss him so much #cureforBJround2 #InGodsHands Read More
BJ’s poem: “Cancer sucks”
On September 30, 2016 by Michelle LoveBJ posted this poem on September 30, 2015.His words…..💔 It’s BJ again and I figured since it’s the last day of Childhood Cancer Awareness month I’d post this. C: Caring: people caring for youA: Asking and answering so many questionsN: Nurses by your side to give you something for nausea or pain.C: Cautious, cause your Read More
Divided
On September 14, 2016 by Michelle Love4 years ago on this day, every plan I had for the future changed. We went into a fight and survive mode for the next 3 1/2 years. Living with a heightened awareness of the unseen evil lurking to harm my precious boy. 1 year ago on this day, I took BJ to Duke to Read More
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