It was his hug, but it was only a dream
On April 23, 2017 by Michelle Love I saw him, standing behind a table, making something…maybe a card for me, because he did that a lot.  He was bathed in warm yellow light.  He had a full head of hair and he was beautiful.  I stood there looking at him.  He smiled at me and came around Read More
The insanity of it all
On April 13, 2017 by Michelle LoveWhoever penned this really captured the insanity of grief after losing your child. #morethan4 #BJStrong Read More
Prankster + Hard Sleeper = FUN
On April 11, 2017 by Michelle LoveI have so many pictures of BJ messing with Carly while she’s sleeping. His smile makes me smile. I can hear him giggling…. #bigbrotherpranks #BJStrong Read More
These Shoes
On April 8, 2017 by Michelle LoveThese shoes. #toomanywalkingintheseshoes#morethan4 #childhoodcancerawareness#heavygrief Read More
2017 NCAA Men’s Champions! He’d be so PROUD!
On April 4, 2017 by Michelle LoveWay to #GoHeels!!! #BJStrong#cureforBJround2 #mollyskids Read More
Safe place harbored his smell
On April 4, 2017 by Michelle LoveThis was the shirt BJ was wearing the day he never came back home. I’ve had it safely tucked away in a ziplock bag for the past year. Tonight I was looking for this particular shirt in his closet but I couldn’t find it. I realized where it probably was, and went to get the Read More
The Boy in Carolina Blue
On April 3, 2017 by Michelle LoveWell known fact: BJ loved his North Carolina Tar Heels He loved wearing anything Tarheel, and especially loved wearing it when we were at Duke. The nurses would just laugh at him because he said he would have them “converted” by the time he left. The doctors tried to overlook the obvious fact that his blood Read More
Gift of Life: Blood
On March 28, 2017 by Michelle LoveFor cancer patients, blood products are a key to survival. When initially diagnosed with leukemia in September 2012, BJ’s first treatment was a blood transfusion. Over the next 3 1/2 years, just at Levine Children’s Hospital, he received 85 units of platelets, and 68 units of red blood cells. We are truly grateful for the Read More
Sights at the cemetary
On March 25, 2017 by Michelle LoveAnother lonely soul searching for a loved one… Read More
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