“Sibling Day”
On April 11, 2017 by Michelle LoveShe used to have her big brother to talk to, to laugh with, to hang out with, to ask advice, to protect her, to play jokes on her, to video him doing stupid stuff….He was always there for her, and she was always there for him. So it broke another piece of my heart one night, Read More
These Shoes
On April 8, 2017 by Michelle LoveThese shoes. #toomanywalkingintheseshoes#morethan4 #childhoodcancerawareness#heavygrief Read More
Safe place harbored his smell
On April 4, 2017 by Michelle LoveThis was the shirt BJ was wearing the day he never came back home. I’ve had it safely tucked away in a ziplock bag for the past year. Tonight I was looking for this particular shirt in his closet but I couldn’t find it. I realized where it probably was, and went to get the Read More
One year since I laid my eyes on him
On March 11, 2017 by Michelle LoveOne year ago today, I looked upon my son one last time before his casket was closed. We celebrated the amazingly inspiring young man that he had become, and it was a beautiful service. We followed behind as they drove him to where he would be lowered into the ground, and watched as 4 of Read More
How can it possibly be a year that I have survived without you?
On March 6, 2017 by Michelle Love365 days without you. Read More
So tired
On February 28, 2017 by Michelle LoveEver have those dreams that rip you from sleep when you hear a call out “Mom!”? …. Not knowing if it was real or if your mind was playing cruel tricks again in the middle of the night. I’m just so. Tired. Read More
Most things will be okay eventually, but not everything…
On February 25, 2017 by Michelle LoveTears
On April 20, 2016 by Michelle LoveThese tears are different from any other tears I have cried. They gather up until they spill out from corner to corner. If I try to stop them from spilling, they wait patiently until they have the upper hand and march out of my eyes and down my face. They are tears that distort your Read More
Holding back
On April 19, 2016 by Michelle LoveCarly saw a photo of you on the computer this morning. She couldn’t hold back her tears any longer. She’s been so strong. I sat down next to her at the table. She laid her head over on my shoulder and a tear dropped down on my arm. This is so hard. Read More
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