Bright yellow butterflies
On December 1, 2017 by Michelle LoveI love it the moment I realize I’m seeing a sign from above. It halts me in whatever it is that I’m doing. Two different days this week, at two different locations, I have been graced with seeing this yellow fella. Both times, I was outside talking to friends at their homes. We were talking Read More
6 month cycles
On November 27, 2017 by Michelle LoveTwo years since this photo was taken….so hard to believe. The hardest time of the year for me is September through March, then I spend the next 6 months recovering, just to go back into the same cycle. So many especially ‘crapaversaries’ (as another angel-mom friend puts it) happen during these 6 months. BJ’s Read More
Thankful for the warm fuzzies
On November 23, 2017 by Michelle LoveSo I came back from Boston with a nasty sinus infection and borderline ear infection. I’ve been feeling better after Monday’s steroid shot and start of antibiotics, but last night I was coughing pretty bad. Charlie Brown very slowly army-crawled over and stretched out his head across my throat….so we were throat to throat. I Read More
I will always love you
On October 22, 2017 by Michelle LoveThis 😊 …. I miss seeing this text. Mostly over his 7th and 8th grade years, BJ would send me this meme, this exact meme. Out of the blue and for no specific reason other than the obvious, he would text me just this. Missing him so much, and missing how he showed me “Mom! I love Read More
The Message Was Clear…Be Strong
On October 7, 2017 by Michelle LoveFeeling a bit overwhelmed yesterday morning… Rushing to get last minute things together for the Gold game, short on time to get everything done and be back at NLHS to sell tshirts during the lunch hours, a little nervous about speaking at their pep rally, anxious about having things just right for the game, and Read More
Rainbow promises
On August 20, 2017 by Michelle LoveGetting ready to leave the house for an appointment earlier, I looked outside to see if the rain had stopped. The sun was shining but it was still raining. I told Carly that there had to be a rainbow, so I went out the front door to look. Sun, rain but no rainbow. I went to the back Read More
3 white doves
On July 14, 2017 by Michelle LoveWho EVER sees white doves sitting on the power lines next to the road? On Tuesday, driving home on King Wilkinson, I saw 3 stark white doves…2 sitting together on one line, and the third was on the line directly behind them. I couldn’t believe what I saw, and Carly didn’t see it, so I Read More
The Night Before Camp
On June 19, 2017 by Michelle LoveCarly is leaving for Camp CARE tomorrow morning. It’s her 2nd year going without BJ. I want her to have a good time this year. She was able to be placed in the older girls’ cabin, and will be in the same cabin with Zoe. This was important to me, because I felt that Zoe Read More
Happy Mother’s Day 2017
On May 14, 2017 by Michelle LoveForever, my best gift as a mother. Read More
It was his hug, but it was only a dream
On April 23, 2017 by Michelle LoveI saw him, standing behind a table, making something…maybe a card for me, because he did that a lot. He was bathed in warm yellow light. He had a full head of hair and he was beautiful. I stood there looking at him. He smiled at me and came around Read More
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