Hey cancer…

On October 17, 2017 by Michelle Love

***Language warning***

I wrote this when I was very, very angry at everything, at the world, at things I can’t seem to fight, things that keep trying to destroy anything good. I wasn’t going to post it, because I don’t use these words in a normal situation. But this situation isn’t normal, is it? It’s real. It’s the raw, shear emotion, fierce anger and hatred caused by my child’s cancer and his death. Not everyday is like this, but there are days that are. If I’m going to be completely real with all of this, then this needed to be published along with all of the rest of it.

This is my truth. This was a moment in a day of my life.

Hey cancer,

Fuck you.

Fuck you for all the worry, the hate, for all the evil and disease. Fuck you for sneaking up behind us and not letting go. Fuck you for taking our children. Fuck you for all the hurt and the pain.

Fuck you.