The Loudness of the Night… September 15, 2015

I really should be asleep but it’s nighttime.. and it’s quiet.. and this is when I hear all of thoughts in my head the loudest. This is when I feel the magnitude of the aching in my heart. The past 2 days have been exciting and scary and overwhelming and everything in between…and I’m just…exhausted mentally, emotionally and physically. But there’s no break in this fight, and the circus in my mind continues non-stop.

I am not looking for comments or sympathy or anything else here…. just trying to redistribute the weight of this load.